I really need things to keep me occupied, cause this whole week was me doing absolutely nothing. College is super lame. My classes are okay, but after this week I'm getting more worried about my grades and my future... I just bombed my fucking pre-calc quiz today which got me thinking, am I just plain stupid. I ACTUALLY STUDIED for this shit, but i still failed.

During the car ride home today, I began to day dream, what the hell am i going to do in the future. It's a question i know everyone has to deal with, but for me it's just hitting me too hard. I feel like i have to know what to do, or else i just feel so unsafe. How the hell will i find a job, what kind of job will i get, will i actually enjoy it? All these questions are just engraved into my brain and are killing me. I have way too much free time, someone save me please.