Life

Life seems to have turned around for me. I'm actually enjoying some aspects of De Anza now. I've been meeting new people and starting to talk to different people in class. On the contrary to this, school has become too easy. There seems to be no competition in any of my classes, there's nothing left motivation me in any of my classes. Getting an A is so ridiculously easy, all I have to do is pick up a book for 2 hours and I'm done. Which seems to be the reason why I'm becoming sorta lazy. I can't wait to transfer out to a UC or something, that way I can see my limits of how well I can actually do in school.

Competition is what drives me. Lately I've lost my sense of competition, there's no Daniel Chu in San Jose so I have no one really to play tennis with. I can go to EVHS and own up some kids, but it just doesnt satisfy me anymore. (I know I'm sounding cocky...but yeah). This weekend changed it for me, I got smashed on by one of my old tennis friends and is making me want to get back into the tennis scene where there is still lots of competition. I believe this is why I've been playing basketball. It's so different because I'm probably one of the "worser" guys out there. It's a challenging sport and since most of my friends are playing it, but it only drives me to a certain degree.

GRACE KIM

Grace Kim is the new love of my life, Mrs. November for Playboy. Her photoshoot with the rockband guitar is just too hot <3.

STUFF

So last night was the premiere of HSM 3, there were like 30 people in the theater.. not what I expected.

The movie was alright, it was corny/lame at some parts, but it's Disney. I liked how they made the movie kind of theatrical kind of thing. So during the movie I realized that Zac Efron is the sexiest motha fucka alive. Shit he has everything! He makes all guys look bad. He is good looking, has a hella sexy boD, sings, dances, plays basketball, most guys would be satisfied with one, BUT he has to take everything. GG

I got my costume today, its pretty tight around the ball-sack area, but the color is nice. I just need to get some yellow shoes and I'll be good

GABRIELLA
You look handsome, but prom is……tonight. In Albuquerque, and that’s a thousand miles away

TROY
My prom is wherever you are, and if I’m going to have a last dance at East High, it’s going to be with you

- AND HES ROMANTIC WTF

I really need things to keep me occupied, cause this whole week was me doing absolutely nothing. College is super lame. My classes are okay, but after this week I'm getting more worried about my grades and my future... I just bombed my fucking pre-calc quiz today which got me thinking, am I just plain stupid. I ACTUALLY STUDIED for this shit, but i still failed.

During the car ride home today, I began to day dream, what the hell am i going to do in the future. It's a question i know everyone has to deal with, but for me it's just hitting me too hard. I feel like i have to know what to do, or else i just feel so unsafe. How the hell will i find a job, what kind of job will i get, will i actually enjoy it? All these questions are just engraved into my brain and are killing me. I have way too much free time, someone save me please.

Blah

I've been feeling pretty apathetic lately... I just feel so bored all the time. Maybe it's the lack of going out or just not feel like eating (I've been having cereal for dinner for the past couple of days). Whatever it is, it's making me incredibly depressed. I've been feeling really emo, missing the good fun days of highschool and seeing all my friends on a daily basis, but dont worry Im not going to slit my wrist and wear eyeliner emo.

Well the first week of college was a blast... not. It was basically going to class, not talking to anyone (besides maybe my last class) than going home besides one exception when I actually went out to lunch. I get home around 1ish, play warcraft with the guys till 3, then nap till 6, eat dinner, watch tv/ do homework, then sleep.

I just hope my college life improves, anything is better than this.
CAMPUS MOVIE FEST 2008 WERE GOING TO WIN THIS SHIT